I assume that after I hit publish wordpress will give me a ‘congratulations you just published your 100th post’ notification. I feel like this should somehow be a monumental post … and aren’t we conditioned to feel that way from a young age?
In elementary school we celebrate the 100th day of school … Okay that is actually the only example I can think of but it seems like such a big number. Like I should have learned something, I should have accomplished something, I should have something profound to share.
And yet, I look back at the last 100 posts and realize, this blog is a freaking mess. I started it almost a year ago because I just wanted to. I didn’t have a clear vision of what this would be and I didn’t have a plan. I just sat down. All I knew was that I had some stuff going on and somethings to say. I figured at least one person out there would be interested.
I have tried to organize my thoughts (and posts) but seem to always fall short. Honestly if this were a sheet of paper I would have crumpled it and started over long before I ‘published’ it but it somehow seems like more work to delete all of my words to rethink and reorganize. And so you end up getting what you get.
I wish I had beautiful profound well thought words to share. I wish I had learned a great deal about something, instead here is to a hundred more … and the next big mile stone in my mind being post 1000.